truce

I cannot rest before I show my fresh finished work to the public. The public here is an idea of a gaze. My life between the two unknowns, the public and the source of inspiration, is fuzzed with contamination. It makes me want to sneeze at more concrete aspects of life. The public should know that the expression want to sneeze in Russian means to take no heed.

I cannot find words to talk about this painting. It's called Truce.

artiste's dream

  This painting expresses my feelings about a female artist, her creativity, and the world.

  She is submerged in the primordial ooze of unconscious Phantasy and requires Phallus to inseminate  the World.

    A female artist operating solely out of her vagina, so to speak, is doomed to passive expectation for the world to visit her instead.

Like Totally started a new painting

 Like Totally started a new painting

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Michael's Guitar

Some call it torture; some tough love! There is the silent witness to this hooliganism. His mouth-less face is upside down  

Phallus's Reflection in the Waters of Lavation

All three of them are ladies; one is the Moon, another is the fairy, and the third one is from "reality." They are attending to the Dick. No harm done; only care.

The Spring of a New Fall

This one is full of meaning. The light and body mutations are inexplicable, but the baby-bottle nursing the woman's breast must be obvious!

The Pond of Narcissus

She holds on her "Narcissus." The pond, of cause, is the mirror. She has three legs. The light form her head projects towards the moon, not vise-verse.

Presentation of the Flower

Unfortunately, only the last painting lasted. The two previous ones were only the stages on the way to its completion. I like the incomplete ones very much. I like them because poor things fell victims of many erroneous decisions I made on the way to the dead end. I hate making my mind! Making mind means pruning uncontrollable growth. It kills endless possibilities. Well, I didn't have guts to leave it at the first stage. It takes a lot of courage to accept intuition without amending it. Besides, curiosity takes over: have I finished it at the first accidental success, I wouldn't have chance to try at least a few more other possibilities on the way to the failure of finale. 

Torsos with the Flower

I have been out of this blog for a while. It doesn't mean that I didn't paint. On contrary. The theme of Phallus preoccupied me. You will see it in the next few posts. You have to understand that these images are almost involuntary. Or what am I saying? The original impulse, the phantasy, is. It appears on my mind canvas, and after that, naturally, it is my choice to execute it or not. I made it my responsibility to paint these phantasies. In the end, they may be more surprising for me than for you.