acrylic on mylar

Mylar is a printing material. Makes it easy to imitate b&w photography. Finally I decided that I want just that, just an imitation. I search inside and find no poetry but imitation. After all, I come to conclusion that if I only can describe my experiences... I realize that I have to learn to communicate with myself more clearly. Strange, but I lost this ability. Could it be the change of language? 
Anyway, here is my mother, the way I know her young, her liquid laughter and her flooding nature.